DaZZel

SUICIDE NOTE

July 28, 2010
Listen Up Dumbfucks:

Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like everyone of you "sane" people.

I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can make my own decisions and follow through on them. And I can do these without any aid from celebrities, T.V., radio or MySpace. Unfortunately, every one of you shit-brained lemmings seem to lack these skills and I can't fucking take it any more.

Since everyone else in this world is a fucking retarded drone who revels in their ignorance and unintelligence, I must put an end to my misery. I truly wish I was normal. I wish I could be a fucking retarded sponge like all of you. I wish I could have the same conversations day in and day out about sports, politics and "how about that weather huh?". But I can't.

Sure you'll see this note and say She's the crazy one. You have to it's the only way you can go on thinking you're sane and your pathetic life is meaningful. Go ahead, call me the weirdo like everyone else surely will. Then, return to your happiness of everyday mindless monotony.

My only wish is that the bullet I put into my brain doesn't kill me but only leaves me brain dead. For if ignorance is bliss and everyone of you fuck-for-brains is truly happy, then living a life without a brain stem in a coma, devoid of any cognitive ability must surely be utopia.

Leave My Machine Plugged In You Fucking Retards,

She

P.S. If you have any questions or need to get in contact with me, see Whoopi Goldberg



NO NO NO! Do not paniac!.Its was just that She was trying suicide note generator and the result is awesome :P

Childhood Pic

yeah yeah yeah..
The dress..

Poem by her

Today

She is so lonely

She is so upset

All sadness inside her

There is no outlet

She bears the pain alone

Happiness is so unborn

The sea is so shallow

She can’t see her shadow

The mirror is cracked

She is broken into sorrow

What a sad day

What a lonely night

No moon rays

No hope of light

It’s so tough

Tough to rhyme words

Like it’s tough

To walk the sheep in herd

She stays alone

Alone in her room

She along with darkness

Is always doomed

Days spent virtually

Night spent dreaming

Lifeless are these noons

Hopeless are evenings

The end of words is near

So is her end close too

Let her ashes dissolve in the sky blue!

Being A-G-N-O-S-T-I-C

There are certain religions in the world.There are Jews,Muslims,Hindus,Christians and even atheists and other and other.But there are some persons on this earth who are confused about their religion and confused about the existence of God.These people are AGNOSTICS.

Now, according to my experience,Agnostics are also confused about certain things in life.They are not good decision maker.I mean OK! In my life I haven't known many Agnostics but when a person is not sure about his religion then how he can be clear in his views about life.

So, God exists or not.This is a topic on which endless discussion can take place.But lets ask Septa that what are her views on this matter.

SEPTA SAYS:

In ma life,I have had different kinds of experiences with religion and God.In my childhood,I experimented if the God existed or not!Like if the God exists this test should be cancelled,That exam should be postpone,it should rain today and other childish things.
This was mainly becuz I was Hindu and as taught from the very beginning,we are Brahmans,priests by occupation which means no non-veg, no liquor,no onions,regular fasting,lots of rituals and daily prayer to God.
But as I grew older,I used to think different over this matter and I discovered that What is God?It is just a state of mind which supports human for all of his sorrows,joys,agony,anger and other emotions.Why? When everything around me is just becuz of me then why give someone other the credit of this? This leads me to religion I follow today-

SATANISM

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The 9 Satanic statements that lead my life:


1.Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence

2.Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams

3.Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit

4.Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates

5.Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek

6.Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires

7.Satan represents man as just another animal (sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all fours), who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all.

8.Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification

9.Satan has been the best friend the Christian Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years.

female bashing

We call our country advanced. We call it a developed nation but when we deeply look into certain matters we find out the age old thinking won't get changed at all.Here I can raise many issues but today I am picking up a issue which really still persists in a country like India and the issue is female bashing.Well, here i will be more specific and write about the bashing of daughters by their parents.Why am I not including sons in this.Well cause you should know it is only daughter who is easily beaten.If any parent try to slap the male child, either the child push the parent back or just react in the same way i.e. hit the parent back.I am not particularly talking about kids here.I am talking about the teenagers and the people who have crossed their teen ages.YES! still it happens here! In many homes still children are beaten up without any reason and if there is reason too i strongly oppose the fact that kids should be beaten up. Now take the case of Septa. What does she want? Just the Independence. She wants to find her own ways.Her own path on which she can walk all by herself.But her parents..i mean in the whole world she just don't understand that what her parents want.oh yes.they want her to be puppet for them.But this is really not right.Some days back when they were at home having some serious conversation then her parents beat her that too on a very minor thing.The worst part is that her parents think they are always right whereas this is not true.It is never right to en cage the child. There must be some law for this thing.I know it.But then would any sensible child go to the court against parents? I say never! So, is there any solution for this problem?

Bright-Darkness=1

GIVE ME SOME SUNSHINE
GIVE ME SOME RAIN
GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE
I WANNA GROW UP ONCE AGAIN

From the last night, she has been sinking to the darkness.
sinking to the ground.
to her roots.
to the darker side.

S-E-P-T-A

This is a all about the girl named Septa.

Septa- A girl just out of her teens, in a state of quandery that why she was born? What was her purpose on the earth? What is the root of her desire? Why she thinks too much? What will get her in the moment of serenity? What is that ecstasy? What will set her soul free? What is she looking out for? So, we see that she was surrounded by loads of why's and what's!

Poem by Yash sir

You know a dream is like a river

Ever changin' as it flows

And a dreamer's just a vessel

That must follow where it goes

Trying to learn from what's behind you

And never knowing what's in store

Makes each day a constant battle

Just to stay between the shores...and


I will sail my vessel

'Till the river runs dry

Like a bird upon the wind

These waters are my sky

I'll never reach my destination

If I never try

So I will sail my vessel

Till the river runs dry


Too many times we stand aside

And let the waters slip away

'Till what we put off till tomorrow

Has now become today

So don't you sit upon the shoreline

And say your satisfied

Choose to chance the rapids

And dare to dance the tide....yes


I will sail my vessel

'Till the river runs dry

Like a bird upon the wind

These waters are my sky

I'll never reach my destination

If I never try

So I will sail my vessel

'Till the river runs dry


And there's bound to be rough waters

And I know I'll take some falls

But with the good Lord as my captain

I can make it through them all....yes


I will sail my vessel

Till the river runs dry

Like a bird upon the wind

These waters are my sky

I'll never reach my destination

If I never try

So I will sail my vessel

'Till the river runs dry

Yes, I will sail my vessel

'Till the river runs dry

'Till the river runs dry

poem by her

i write off
you are so far
i write off
these feelings, too harsh
so i write off
forgetting you, so hard
so i write off
seeing you, not on the cards
so i write off
vacating heart is not so easy

shayri by Yash sir

Har baat jane kaise gujar jati hai... pyaas


bujhti nahi ki brsaat gujar jati hai, us ki


yadon se kah do ki yu na aya kare... neend aati


nahi ki raat gujar jati hai ....

shayri by her

raat hat ti nahe
din kat te nahe
hum chahe jo bhi karen
zindagi nikalti nahe
aansoo behte nahe
saanse thamti nahe
hum kar len kitni koshish
yaaden rukti nahe

O-C-T-O-P-U-S

Species : Octopus vulgaris
Sex : Male
Born : January 2008 Weymouth, Dorset
Occupation : Exhibit Psychic Football Pundit 2008-2010
Known for Predicting results of Germany's football matches
Owner : Sea Life Centres (aquarium keeper: Oliver Walenciak)
Named after A poem by Boy Lornsen, Der Tintenfisch Paul Oktopus



So-
her amazing frewns and strangers did see that this time World cup was not a thing of excitement anymore cuz everyone knew in advance that who was about to win in every upcoming match. Fish! oh no..actually OCTOPUS! Yeah. .everyone around the world stand with their eyes widely open- scratch there hairy and non hairy heads and fink bout the Great-Paul-Octopus.

HOW?? she finks how a creature with eight legs and a big huge head can make predictions so so right. Now the point to ponder iz that there is a thing called luck and everything is destined! yes.it is.It doesn't matter if you are playing hard or not playing at all.The eight legged creature can tell if you are going to win or not just by using its sixth sense.Damn!

Well, there are some people saying that it could be just a matter of chance that all the predictions of Paul are being exactly correct but according to her it can not be a co incidence.There is something..hmm she thinks that this Octopus in his previous life was a huge football fanatic.

To SHE this means that what is supposed to happen will happen.you can't change your luck or what we call as destiny.